Exquistely irrisistable

Exquistely irrisistable


Knowing & feeling ...

Touching & smelling ...

hearing you,

feeling you ,

around ...

&

in between ....

so near ...

pulling away

&

pushing forward

back & forth

inside and through ( me )

permeating

& covering ...

Knowing & feeling ...

Touching & smelling

you being inside ...

resisting &

unable to resist ...

naked inside & out ...

the feeling ...

the knowing ...

external ...

&

internal ...

around me

& over me

& through me ....

again

&

completely

now

&

then

in

that

way ...

&

oh,

In Beauty Walk a Panther Light

Run, run, run

So fast, heart beat

So fast ...

You will

I must

to please

be

waiting ---

Like silence and like thunder...

oh - oh

okay

and making

and breaking

okay

oceans & seas

Filled with -

through every

inch and atom

a/of desire - all

so difficult to resist -

like

a moth - like

so near

a flame -

irresistably -

deep inside -

to fly into

that momentlessness -

all encompassing

holy & vast & heat & flame & light

and

by

and moment

by

screaming moment -

- eternally -

to serve -

through -

joy & sorrow & pain -

smoothly -

estatically -

thoroughly -

irresistably -

completely -

gratefully -

humbly -

pleasingly -

in every moment

in a way -

' like the wind from the other side of the world -
like a far pack of hounds ...
like the whole universe is just - a throbbing -
with life &
--- hypnotized by the gaze of a mantis
even atlantis sank - neath the waves
in a day and a night ...' ( they say )

O,

you know

in

a day and a night

by

moment for,

by

moment

and

head & in total

by

inch by inch

thought and action -

by

micron

by

molecule

and atoms

and bindings

and all

vastly

and

how ...

could i

resist

i know

O,

and so

completely

surrounded by

how great.

vibes

Vibes, vibe by

'dawn is breakin'

in colors - spectrums - love -

and I am ?????

Was to be ....

Sufficiently, in 0 - sufficient

O, to be....

I thought - I missed the corner -

O, to be....

Forgotten, forgetting, wondering,

wishing, longing, to be jolly and ....

Too much, Too much,

happiness, pain, joy, and sorrow -

mixed and growing ....

overwhelming ....

Happiness felt ... happiness remembered ...

You were there, then ...

and I,

Wishing, hoping, longing and remembering ...

O yes,

Sometimes, sweetness, too, wondering, tasting, touching ---

Love - some - times -

and gratitude - some - alot ----

in piles - times -

so High ---- O

I touched - you touched - and remembered ---

So much thanks - to you --- so much ---

inside I mean - love - and Love and

love that was and is and

hard to forget....

to remember - you - so -

complete a gratitude feeling ...

and missing you too, sometimes ...

now ...

to be near and far and

you think , I think

u think I think

of u

in someway - of love

lines

circles

and

angles

and do not

think

I think

in terms

of

loves

lines

circles

&

angles

&

stone

soul

picnics

( i )



do/not

do

not

too

...

lov

---ooooh ---ooooh --- nots

forgive u ...
I beg u ....

too much nice stuff !!!
she gave him a good - shot ...
too much you think ?????
you'll regret this ..
ooohhhh ,.....
sorry, I'm sorry ....
ooohhhh ...
wet ...
wet ...
fisher nuts ---
fisher king ----
that graffitti ---
fishing in the spring !!!
wet ???
alone ....
naked then
fisher nuts
naked down ...
naked now ....

walking ---- in the sun --- &waiting

It was a direct stop for the midtown bus,

there antics on that line had become well anticipated

by various authorities - of various local !!!

The bar next store was extremely friendly ...

great place to visit ....

We walked into the place --- not thinking anything special ----

she wanted to show me a ' good time ' and I had agreed because

well --- she had asked me ....

painted toes --- I nodded ---

I had one too many, I confessed ----

" Why did you say that, now " ... her voice stern ...

and beneath make up ----

( pray to make up ) ---

okay sternly spoke ---- I objected - okay ---

" at home we'll see ... "

I was anxious then - she touched me and ....

a long story - slowly unfolded - red shoe/black shoes ---

----

I wanted to and she said " okay " ------

I waited in the vechicle --- she would be there soon ...

emotion bubbling in my guts ....

Soon was now ...

Beneath her beside her ---

in me...

no>?

please, wait ---- something special for you ---

white () --- no hands ...

she had fun, too ...

I laughed , ( paraphanalia ???? )

just the big ones

just the big ones any way ----

it's okay - it's okay --- noon on Andromeda ---

breakfast of eggs and sausage and Are you American ---- ( yes, I mildly spoke - he said )

fly then, I'm dreaming back-words, back woods,

help me - he struggled - begging
help me - or I'll lose - my touch - screen -
help me - please -

a hopeless restrained murmur me / was ..

flattly orange ... my eyes - closed ....

help me -

== can I help u ??? ==

I'm okay - in the back of the trunk ...

screaming into the background Cobe micro-wave radiation

the other side - viewed - laughing - it hurts - okay ....

tweed and scarlet and sacred orange ----

down the scarlet eggs which saliva drip - hello - you okay ??? ( kick ... )

frightened - no atticipation of yogurt or carmel - fightened ----

on my knees then - gazing up - harmStEad - look -

it's the other side - opposite the cOast -

is breaking - dawn eggs ---

blue/gray in colors now - breaking - oUch

delicate details - in the scrill morning - feeling

sensing/taste ...

helpless entirely

Encompassed & engulfed

a magic complete and a wonder

oh yes

as in a moment or an hour

a thought or wish

purely

clearly

entirely contained by

by a sea of devotion

in a moment that never ends

seeing and feeling

hoping and being

in every moment

contained and engulfed

and enraptured

in it and through it

by you