walking ---- in the sun --- &waiting

It was a direct stop for the midtown bus,

there antics on that line had become well anticipated

by various authorities - of various local !!!

The bar next store was extremely friendly ...

great place to visit ....

We walked into the place --- not thinking anything special ----

she wanted to show me a ' good time ' and I had agreed because

well --- she had asked me ....

painted toes --- I nodded ---

I had one too many, I confessed ----

" Why did you say that, now " ... her voice stern ...

and beneath make up ----

( pray to make up ) ---

okay sternly spoke ---- I objected - okay ---

" at home we'll see ... "

I was anxious then - she touched me and ....

a long story - slowly unfolded - red shoe/black shoes ---

----

I wanted to and she said " okay " ------

I waited in the vechicle --- she would be there soon ...

emotion bubbling in my guts ....

Soon was now ...

Beneath her beside her ---

in me...

no>?

please, wait ---- something special for you ---

white () --- no hands ...

she had fun, too ...

I laughed , ( paraphanalia ???? )

just the big ones

just the big ones any way ----

it's okay - it's okay --- noon on Andromeda ---

breakfast of eggs and sausage and Are you American ---- ( yes, I mildly spoke - he said )

fly then, I'm dreaming back-words, back woods,

help me - he struggled - begging
help me - or I'll lose - my touch - screen -
help me - please -

a hopeless restrained murmur me / was ..

flattly orange ... my eyes - closed ....

help me -

== can I help u ??? ==

I'm okay - in the back of the trunk ...

screaming into the background Cobe micro-wave radiation

the other side - viewed - laughing - it hurts - okay ....

tweed and scarlet and sacred orange ----

down the scarlet eggs which saliva drip - hello - you okay ??? ( kick ... )

frightened - no atticipation of yogurt or carmel - fightened ----

on my knees then - gazing up - harmStEad - look -

it's the other side - opposite the cOast -

is breaking - dawn eggs ---

blue/gray in colors now - breaking - oUch

delicate details - in the scrill morning - feeling

sensing/taste ...

helpless entirely

Encompassed & engulfed

a magic complete and a wonder

oh yes

as in a moment or an hour

a thought or wish

purely

clearly

entirely contained by

by a sea of devotion

in a moment that never ends

seeing and feeling

hoping and being

in every moment

contained and engulfed

and enraptured

in it and through it

by you

Near & far and Far & near

---- Us as looking strange - in moments -

the physical and near -----

- but close and ---- ??? safe ???

Looking at the light - habits forming -

At the right - or left -

I was - then - and now - thinking - feeling -

of you ...

seems like ...

the message - signals - that are for -

what they are for.

So that my thoughts are - like spreading out -

the vapor, dissolved over the room - waiting...

and thinking of you - and - a form - forming -

then ...

Hello, gripping the ledge and falling -

and then ...

Hello, your are there ...

and I am --- dissolving --- but

thinking of you now and ...

then ...

Later,

am I ...

seeing you , a little ...

feeling - grasping - aware of and -

Oh - see it's color ??? and

for - leaving/learning - and struggling from - at - with -

love then you are ...

giving - having - what or who - from -

a talk - a word - talk a hear/here - now

that is light .... a heart that is ... feeling ...

Bye now, is over, now

am I, me, I or/and, through into a


a turmoil of feelings from inside ----

whole again ....

okay ???????//////////?????????